~xaqBazit

wow what a title. i liked 3d and finished a whole year. moving so fast i never reexamined my life. now that i have i think im changing to illustration and forgeting 3d. its been great dont get me wrong i just feel like its the wrong communication from my brain to the finished product. it feels like knowledge of the program over creative input will get you ahead and a job. as a modeler youl just be fulfilling someone elses vision with no room for your style. i trust my hand and my drawing skills and im going where my heart will take me. probably savanah college of art and design in georgia and trying to get a job in comics. i dont know why i ever doubted that is where i wanted to work. its been my life until the last few years. i guess i felt i could get a job as animator and make allot of money. i dont think ill be rich being an artists and i dont think it will be glorious but if i can get by doing what i love ill make it work. phew i said it. z.
ps: i have a friend i like that i just told how i feel after they had made a move and i had denied them . now ive told them that i like them (in that way) and have a feeling that ship has sailed unfortunatley and with my future in another state even if it begins it will end just as quick. :lonley: